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there is a nasty something at all
by wasi at 2019/4/21(日) 13:15:17 No.20190421125405 コメント】  削除 引用

I don't believe there is a god who give people's wish.
But there is an evil like something.

やな奴はどこにも居るな
by wasi at 2019/3/30(土) 09:06:27 No.20190330085152 コメント】  削除 引用

You don't have to care what kind of car did I chose !
There is a nasty people everywhere.
If you want get it, you must buy it by yourself.
It's perfectly natural isn't it?
You didn't give anything for me.
I don't want any relationship with you at all.
And I don't want to see your face for the future.
Don't you think so?
I really want to shout it to him.

How did you live?
by wasi at 2019/3/29(金) 22:24:10 No.20190329214314 コメント】  削除 引用

" I tried to everything very hard! ".
I can't say it.
I think that I was if anything a loose worker.
After marriage got two girls and owed big loan.
I needed to work harder.

When I took a look at myself in the mirror some morning.
There was an old man who look at me straightly.
And thought to myself " Hi there,how did you live? ".
I have two type of friends.
Living with" Dragging the past " type.
And " If it's good so I'm fine! " type.
Maybe I'm different from both.
" I'm not able to always satisfied. " type.
It's  been pretty tired.

fantasy
by wasi at 2019/3/24(日) 20:49:40 No.20190324204914 コメント】  削除 引用

I've often dreamed and I see your eyes in the dream.
They filled my heart with happiness.
And they answered for all my longing to you.
I've always lived in my fantasy.
So I had no chance and courage to take you away.
But you took my hand and you made me understand.
"Our two dreams will be able to get together.".
And now it's a morning and as I wake up and I see your eyes.
They are my reason they are my answer now.
Then I just living my life in fantasy.
memorable women
by wasi at 2019/3/21(木) 08:17:41 No.20190321074720 コメント】  削除 引用

Of course I've some but I've no one for regret.
I believe all of them were able to get better partner than me.
I think they are loved enough from their hus.
I was able to live a wonderful life.
And I wasn't able to make it  without others cooperation.
If my wife was different woman.
Maybe I couldn't make it.
I likely to lived different way of life.
I don't think about it's wrong way of life.
But I didn't have this style of life with other wife.
I think their life is as same as mine.
Life way needs a help of partner's character.

it's not easy for me
by wasi at 2019/3/19(火) 04:12:09 No.20190319041112 コメント】  削除 引用

What should I do.
I'm really lost my way of the life.
I've lived straightly to my thought.
I believed when I did good for people was all correct until now.
But when I was able to get a different view.
I was able to understand that wasn't correct.
And that made me a man who can't find a right way of people.
My action is right or not for him?
I had never thought about it before.
" you should think about if you were him." I was told it from wife.
But he has very wide capacity of acceptance.
And I have very narrow eye sight of life way.
So those pressed me in the crate.
I can't move easy like before.
"go to abroad " for me.
by wasi at 2019/3/14(木) 09:45:58 No.20190314093812 コメント】  削除 引用

First time of my abroad was Hawaii for honeymoon.
I had never been to imagine I go to abroad somewhere.
I lived Fukagawa when I was childhood.
My young uncle often took me to the Haneda airport to see the planes.
So airplane wasn't thing to get on for me.
They were things to see for me long time.
But first experience changed my mind of abroad trip.
I saw a dad who make a checkin himself.
He was very cool for me.
I really thought that " I wanna be like him!".
It was a start of my dream.

I often think about....
by wasi at 2019/2/16(土) 22:39:13 No.20190216220658 コメント】  削除 引用

When I have free time.
Without noticing I think about it.
Maybe he may haven't thought anything.
If he knows what I think about.
He must be says " Don't do that again!".
I can understand what he says.
But I have only him.
I chased up him long time in my way.
I thought that I was able to catch him at last.
And yet he gets through of my hands.
He was always so.
I thought that he was always waiting me at home.
Certainly he was there but sitting high seat.
I was always wanted to catch up.
Even though I arrived to you at last.
There is an invisible evil or something.
I had been feeling it for a long time.


想定外
by wasi at 2019/2/8(金) 08:12:33 No.20190208075729 コメント】  削除 引用

 50才位までしか生きられないと思っていた。30才で独立しないと借金返済は間に合わないと思っていた。美容師の仕事を自分なりの見立てで捉えていたライフスタイルは間違っちゃいなかった。美容家や実業家に成れるなら話は別だけれど、一般的な男性美容師としての老若男女に指示される期間は30才から40才までの10年間にどれ位売り上げられるかが勝負だと思っていた。後は状況や環境によりいくつまで支持者を保持できるかは個人差が有るだろうけれどバイオリズムは同じだと思っていたが結果は正解だった。既にそのピークを越えて20年経過した。余力でここまで来れたけれど、主力と成る顧客も高齢化から減少傾向が顕著で自身も店舗・設備も老朽化してしまった。世間では定年を迎える年齢でいまだに仕事をして居られる事を感謝する状態だ。しかしこれも自分の想定外の世界を味わって居るわけだ。仲の良かった知人達が20年も前に他界してしまって居る現実。その20年の間に負債完済と養育費終了で売り上げが落ちても普段の生活を維持出来たのは幸運だったろう。
 オレには本当の意味での「夢の達成」は出来ぁしなかった。出来たのはまるで偽装した成功者ぶりゴッコしか出来なかった。自主学習で身に着けた片言の英語力。それを使っての海外旅行と中古の外車所有でたまぁに気持ち良さを感じる事が出来た。プラダやアルマーニの服や靴を履きティファニーやヴィトンの時計を着けて、メルセデスで妻と愛犬を同伴しながら銀座に行き高級路面店で買い物をして居る事で自分が「夢の達成者」のような気分に成れた。メルセデスで空港に行き自分で手配したチケットで海外に。到着すればレンタカーを借りてホテルに直行し、荷物だけを預かってもらってチェックインまで好きな所に出かけてしまう。まさに独身時代に演じてみたかった主役を演じていた。まったく束の間の偽装でしか無かった。もう後はどんなエピローグを演じるのだろうか。予想では心臓麻痺とか心不全など循環器系のトラブルで一瞬にして逝ってしまうはずだと思っていたけれど・・・・・・・。もしかするとバーサンの遺伝子を受け継いで90才までボケ老人として娘達に迷惑をかけながら生きなきゃ成らないのかもしれない。でもそれも人生。2人にはヨメから「もしもお父さんがお前達に迷惑をかけるようなら、どこかの施設に入れてしまえるように私が段取りしておくから。」と言って有るようだ^^。
ドル建て生命保険が流行ってるらしい
by wasi at 2019/2/6(水) 17:45:29 No.20190206173210 コメント】  削除 引用

 10年後に少子化から為替相場が円安に向かう予測が優勢で芸能人や投資家などが1ドル110円を切ってる今こぞってドル建て生命保険に入ってるらしい。オレはたまたまだったけれど3年前位に使い道が無いから生命保険に変えてしまった。元々海外旅行で使う目的のドル買いだったから。1ドルが100円位の時に買い足して使わないでいたものだったし、利息何て付かないから10年預けて満期を迎える途中で死ぬと1割利息が付くって金融商品だったかな。預けた時が1ドル115円位だったからその時点で為替相場の利益としては15円以上の利益が出てたけれど、元金が大した金額じゃ無いからそこで清算して日本円にしても面白く無いしそのまま放って置く事にして生命保険に入ってしまった。本当に1ドルが130円に成れば小遣いに成るけれど、そんなに世の中は甘くない事は散々思い知らされたしなぁ皮算用はしない事にしてる^^。
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