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不安が目立つ近未来
by wasi at 2019/6/6(木) 10:43:30 No.20190606102244 コメント】  削除 引用

 10年以上前に母の介護生活に突入した。認知症の現れ方はさまざまで、11年間自宅から週3回のデイサービスに通ってもらう状態を維持した。11年目に介護認定が介護3に成り特養に入れたので、肉体的精神的なストレスから解放されて経済的な負担に成って2年過ぎた。親の介護から解放されれば休みも好き放題だと思いきや11年間の生活習慣はライフサイクルにまで浸透して居た。出かけていても午後3時頃に成ると家路に着きたく成るし、それに抵抗して夜まで外出してる方が気分的にストレスに成った。介護中は母の兄弟たちが「お前達が姉をよく面倒を見てくれているから。」と温泉旅行に連れ出してくれてオレ達も海外旅行とか出来た。それが今に成るといつでも行ける状況なのに、行きたい気持ちが湧いて来なく成った。「全く知らない所に冒険しに行く勇気は無いし、知れた所には思い出がたくさん落ちていて寂しい気持ちに成りそうな気がする。家族やミツル達と行った旅行は確かにミツルの言う通りオレ達にとって「究極の旅」に成った。1989年の那須旅行から始まった夏休みの2家族旅行は打ち上げの2001年オアフ島1周旅行までの全てがそれぞれ究極の思い出に成った。
taken away?
by wasi at 2019/5/29(水) 08:55:26 No.20190529084115 コメント】  削除 引用

We went to a friends home tomorrow.
My wife talked something with a friends wife.
My wife talked " A daughter seems to come back home next year. but my hus doesn't want that." to her.
Then she said " it's because she will taken you away from your hus.".
I was surprised that she felt such in idea.
I thought that women have the feelings of girls no matter how old is she.

like an Italian....
by wasi at 2019/5/27(月) 10:34:35 No.20190527101334 コメント】  削除 引用

A male friend of wife.
He has a kind of Italian feeling.
Actually he has a good relationship with his wife.
And also he seems to have 3 young lovers.
I had never met him but I saw his pictures some times.
He lookes more smart and cool than me.
He seems to  use the word " cute" or "beautiful" and some thing.
I think that he selecting opponent who can use it.
But If she falling love with him.
I wonder he has what kind of the way to get through.
Already he was over 60.
Maybe he seems to have many experiences.


no responce
by wasi at 2019/5/14(火) 22:02:52 No.20190514220155 コメント】  削除 引用

What are you doing now?
What are you thinking now?
When I'm alone and have free time.
I asking those to the air.
What is he doing now?
What does he want something?
I thought about them around 3 years.
But I can't find out any correct answer still.
Maybe he doesn't want anything to me.
I know it but I don't want to recognise it.
And I got short sleep almost every nights.
first impression
by wasi at 2019/5/12(日) 07:40:13 No.20190512071231 コメント】  削除 引用

At the first time you looked at her.
Didn't you feel a spark in your brain?
I felt it twice when I was young.
first time was Anko and second time was Fumie.
It was a time they both turned around to me.
I wasn't able to take my eyes off from her.
But they weren't my girl of fate.
When I met first time with Hiromi.
I didn't have any good impression for her.
Though,she was captivated me in a week.
But she did nothing special to me.
Only talked and smiled to me as a new friend.
More than 40 years have passed since then.
I've really appreciated to her.
whatever it takes.
by wasi at 2019/5/8(水) 15:29:47 No.20190508151419 コメント】  削除 引用

I think that we had living with that kind of motivation.
When I remind that time of status.
I thought that we have so long time to live.
Of course we knew what we had no guarantee.
But it was normal mind of young man.
And now we don't have enough time and strength.
But probrems are pile up on our back still.
We need to have a mind of "whatever it takes!".
there is a nasty something at all
by wasi at 2019/4/21(日) 13:15:17 No.20190421125405 コメント】  削除 引用

I don't believe there is a god who give people's wish.
But there is an evil like something.

やな奴はどこにも居るな
by wasi at 2019/3/30(土) 09:06:27 No.20190330085152 コメント】  削除 引用

You don't have to care what kind of car did I chose !
There is a nasty people everywhere.
If you want get it, you must buy it by yourself.
It's perfectly natural isn't it?
You didn't give anything for me.
I don't want any relationship with you at all.
And I don't want to see your face for the future.
Don't you think so?
I really want to shout it to him.

How did you live?
by wasi at 2019/3/29(金) 22:24:10 No.20190329214314 コメント】  削除 引用

" I tried to everything very hard! ".
I can't say it.
I think that I was if anything a loose worker.
After marriage got two girls and owed big loan.
I needed to work harder.

When I took a look at myself in the mirror some morning.
There was an old man who look at me straightly.
And thought to myself " Hi there,how did you live? ".
I have two type of friends.
Living with" Dragging the past " type.
And " If it's good so I'm fine! " type.
Maybe I'm different from both.
" I'm not able to always satisfied. " type.
It's  been pretty tired.
fantasy
by wasi at 2019/3/24(日) 20:49:40 No.20190324204914 コメント】  削除 引用

I've often dreamed and I see your eyes in the dream.
They filled my heart with happiness.
And they answered for all my longing to you.
I've always lived in my fantasy.
So I had no chance and courage to take you away.
But you took my hand and you made me understand.
"Our two dreams will be able to get together.".
And now it's a morning and as I wake up and I see your eyes.
They are my reason they are my answer now.
Then I just living my life in fantasy.
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